Life long seeker finally finding.
Lennyr1947bop
Aventura, Florida | Muž Hledám A Žena
Obecné
Křestní jméno
Leonard
Hovořím
Angličtina
Sebe bych popsal(a) jako
Became vegetarian at 12 as I realized animals were my friends and didn't want to eat them. Life can be very simple and uncomplicated at that age.
About the same time realized that what I wanted out of life is to be at peace, but had no idea what I was asking for or how to get it. Ran the gammit of spiritual teachers and teachings from the East that flooded the West in the 60s, and in each case would wake up one day and realize that after whatever time I had devoted to it I didn't feel any different and it was on to the next. The list included Swami Satchitsnanda and integral yoga,nthe Maharishi and TM, A course in Miracles and visits with various Gurus to see what they had to offer. A study of Sufism and the works of Idries Shah , tried the major religions with the same result, moved to Florida and spent time with a Spiritualist Church, then the Philosophy of Absolute Reality and ended with the I Am Teaching. After that was walking along and hit the wall and knew I had to stop all the nonsense. You could say I was a spiritual junkie. For years was stuck in complete oblivion and reached the point where I was bed ridden for 8 weeks and barely able to function. I went to the.hospital and for 4 days was in such pain and misery I prayed for life to please let me die. It was my experience with being in Hell. Upon leaving I realized that trying to have life on my terms had led to complete annihilation and that I had to let go and surrender to whatever life brought my way. I began a process of healing physically, mentally and emotionally which opened the door to spiritual growth. I won't go into detail of all the changes the past 4 years have brought, but whatever has gone on hads been totally beyond my control. I find that finally I have the peace I've sought for so long - much of the time, and it has to do with living completely in the present. As growth of consciousness involves opening our minds to the infinite, the growth and changes are continual. To be honest there is no way I could have imagined or expected ending up feeling like this and experiencing life the way I am. It just isn't possible to know what it's like to feel and see life differently. I fully realize we don't know what we don't know or what lies ahead. I have experienced miracles, and after all I've been through one has to be still being alive. At each step of the way have run into someone or something to comfort and guide me. As of late it's been the writings of Rumi.. And I honestly think this is enough of an introduction.
About the same time realized that what I wanted out of life is to be at peace, but had no idea what I was asking for or how to get it. Ran the gammit of spiritual teachers and teachings from the East that flooded the West in the 60s, and in each case would wake up one day and realize that after whatever time I had devoted to it I didn't feel any different and it was on to the next. The list included Swami Satchitsnanda and integral yoga,nthe Maharishi and TM, A course in Miracles and visits with various Gurus to see what they had to offer. A study of Sufism and the works of Idries Shah , tried the major religions with the same result, moved to Florida and spent time with a Spiritualist Church, then the Philosophy of Absolute Reality and ended with the I Am Teaching. After that was walking along and hit the wall and knew I had to stop all the nonsense. You could say I was a spiritual junkie. For years was stuck in complete oblivion and reached the point where I was bed ridden for 8 weeks and barely able to function. I went to the.hospital and for 4 days was in such pain and misery I prayed for life to please let me die. It was my experience with being in Hell. Upon leaving I realized that trying to have life on my terms had led to complete annihilation and that I had to let go and surrender to whatever life brought my way. I began a process of healing physically, mentally and emotionally which opened the door to spiritual growth. I won't go into detail of all the changes the past 4 years have brought, but whatever has gone on hads been totally beyond my control. I find that finally I have the peace I've sought for so long - much of the time, and it has to do with living completely in the present. As growth of consciousness involves opening our minds to the infinite, the growth and changes are continual. To be honest there is no way I could have imagined or expected ending up feeling like this and experiencing life the way I am. It just isn't possible to know what it's like to feel and see life differently. I fully realize we don't know what we don't know or what lies ahead. I have experienced miracles, and after all I've been through one has to be still being alive. At each step of the way have run into someone or something to comfort and guide me. As of late it's been the writings of Rumi.. And I honestly think this is enough of an introduction.
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Kozoroh
Vzhled a situace
Má postava je
Tlustá
Má výška je
1,88 m
Barva mých očí
Hnědá
Můj původ je
Běloch/běloška
Můj rodinný stav je
Nikdy jsem nebyl ženatý nebo vdaná
Mám děti
Ne
Chci děti
Ne
Mou nejlepší částí je
Úsměv
Body Art
Ani mě to nenapadne
Barva mých vlasů
Šedivá
Mám jedno nebo více z uvedených
Žádní domácí mazlíčci
Ochotný/ochotná se přestěhovat
Ano
Více o mu
Co hledáš na těchto stránkách?
Určitý druh romance
Stav
Má úroveň vzdělání je
Vysokoškolské vzdělání
Můj současný stav zaměstnání je
V důchodu
Mé zaměření je
Politika / Vláda
Název mého zaměstnání je
Administrative Officer
To si vydělám za rok
$45,000USD až $59,999USD
Žiji
Sám/sama
Doma
Není tu žádný hluk
Jsem kuřák
Ne
Piji
Ne
Osobnost
Mé společenské chování je
Rezervované, Plaché
Mé zájmy a koníčky jsou
Náboženství / spiritualita, Cvičení, Rodina, Sportovní, Vzdělávání, Hudba, TV, Filmy
Má představa skvěle stráveného času je
Jít nakupovat, Zůstat doma, Relax, Čtení knihy, Jít do muzea
Ideální první rande by bylo
Quiet place where we could talk
Vždy jsem chtěl/a vyzkoušet
Nothing I haven't done!
Moji přátelé mě popisují jako
Nemám žádné přátele
Názory
Mé náboženství je
Spirituální, ale ne náboženský
Navštěvuji bohoslužby
Nikdy
Můj životní cíl je
Enlightened/Peace of Mind
Můj smysl humoru je
Suchý / sarkastický
Chuť
V TV vždy sleduji
Zprávy, Dokumenty, Filmy, Sportovní
Když se dívám na filmy, vždy sleduji
Nemám rád filmy
Když poslouchám hudbu, pak vždy poslouchám
Rock, Klasické, Blues, Reggae, Folk
Když čtu, tak nejraději čtu
Zprávy, Klasické, Historie, Hudba, Filozofické, Politické, Poezie, Vědecké
Má představa zábavy je
Quiet time, reading, writing, meditation
Hledám
Co považuješ za atraktivní?
Důvtip, Citlivost, Empatii, Humor, Dobrý vzhled, Ohleduplnost, Inteligenci
Co hledáš?
Sensitive, kind,, caring, self aware
Jaký typ vztahu hledáš?
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